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"The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost."
- G. K. Chesterton (via girlwithoutwings)
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RAIN .. yes ! snobs ?? not really —
Ma Lets My Gong Fly Lik Oil
I awoke this morning feeling like this was the day my world comes crashing down around me. A shiver of dread crawled up my back and gripped me around my neck and paralyzed me in fear. Made me want to go back to bed. Got up half an hour late for school, but Adanaya said my name for the first time, so gallantly I went on, even got a ride from a stranger.
On went the rest of my day, it progressed semi anti-apocalyptic, but I couldn’t shake the fear. In the mailbox came a letter from a university today. Nothing shocking, I wasn’t accepted. “Go on an take a seat” She tells me, didn’t read it for myself, not that I intend to, She decided to tell me of my failing future. Told her I may upgrade, she suggested I do it at a university so I cant run away from future schooling.
Over the years I’ve learnt early on that life isn’t about what you want to do but what you have to do. Kontrary to popular belief I know this. It doesnt sink in to them that I am a product of this, my life is not mine it never was. Let others make decsions for me, in hopes that I could receive something in return. Lie to myself saying “this is what I need” Many think I lost myself because I dont act how I used to, but that was never me. You only saw me doing what I needed to, but I got nothing out of it, and with only apathy to fuel me, I could only go so far.
Sadly, I withdraw into myself.
Everyone fears what they cant obtain.
Lies are the only truths in my life.
Fallen.
How are The Beatles not headlining or Fucking Jesus!
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"Sometimes you just can’t give a fuck. Saves a lot of grief."
- Chloe Mitchell (via iamchloemitchell)
what the fuck are you doing, horse? you guys can’t fly.
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